How can we create and share from where we are now with no shame, letting go of perfectionism, and allow ourselves to continue to grow towards our potential?
I want to be different, but in order to be different I must be okay with what is now.
Is a seated meditation more holy than a flop on the ground?
Is it ok that I have a different kind of sound?
My voice isn't fully polished and sometimes I'll miss a note, but if you listen closely you will hear the sounds beyond my throat. The ancient wild call within, the perfect center, the untamed chaos, the ever spiraling nature.
Cycling and recycling.
All time at the same time,
yet back and forth we wind,
and sideways some times,
through this dance of human and divine.
Of empowerment and disempowerment.
Success and failure.
Joy and depression.
Bliss and devastation.
Pleasure and pain.
Through learning and knowing and understanding, then deconstructing and unknowing everything. Only to begin again by discovering the same truth you knew before, yet richer this time, deeper. And on and on we go, spiraling through reality in our non linear way, literally a planet spiraling within spirals and spirals, of systems and galaxies, all moving,
and not in a straight line.
Our world and our consciousness too, spiraling, spiraling.
Tracking and back tracking, launching forward, moving back and reintegrating, becoming unconscious again, dying to yourself, rebirthing and waking up even brighter, over and over we cycle.
As the stars and planets do,
And the forests, too.
Nature moves as a Patient Spiral.
Patience. We must have patience.
It goes so deep, on so many levels.
On Patience in Visions...
Many of us have received visions of the future we are to cocreate. And many of us, myself included, got that information a looooong time ago, before it even made sense. And back then many felt a sense of urgency, yet this is all not something that can be forced.
Now all these visions I received long ago are starting to make more sense as I see those visions becoming real before my eyes.
But slowly, slowly gently in the right time.
Not much effort on the part of mine.
Just doing my part and cultivating myself so I can show up as fully as possible as often as I can.
But the point is the patience.
Patience with the spiral.
Patience with the self.
Patience with the process.
Patience with the unfolding of those huge visions we see can come true. For our communities, for the planet, and for ourselves.
And trust.
Trust that they will, and we will show up in the perfect moments to play our roles. Patience and trust.
Acceptance of what is and willingness to grow.
Allowing for the natural oscillations.
Seeing time as a non linear spiraling reality
trusting the patterns in chaos
And letting the Visions be Born.
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